Sunday, May 9, 2010
My First Mother's Day and Randomness.
My new modo is "the dishes and laundry will still be there tomorrow, but I will never be able to make up all the runs I've missed". I have learned that my house does not need to be 100% spotless all the time, and I can put things off for a day (today I didn't sweep but I ran for 40 minutes on the treadmill) and take care of it tomorrow. I need to make myself a priority.
This week are are leaving for a vacation to go to Germany to see my grandparents. I'm both excited and nervous. Both my Opas found out last year they have cancer. One is doing well and is cancer free right now, the other isn't and we don't know if he'll still be with us next year so brining Lillian to meet them is very important. I'm nervous about the flight since Lilly has never been in a plane before (please let her sleep through it) and I'm not a huge fan of flying. I never had problems flying when I was younger, but since I got married, and (in my own words) now have something I can't imagine losing I am rather scared of it. But I know we'll be fine, just my stomach is bugging me because that's where fear hits me. But we'll arrive and be safe and I'll have to find a place to run in Germany while visiting my family. Right now I spend most of my worring about whether Lillian's care seat will make it with us there. C'est la vie!