Monday, August 9, 2010

Silly feeling Off.

Okay so it's pretty crazy but I still feel pretty "off" and the biggest symptom is moodiness. My poor husband. I wasn't this moody when I was pregnant, or during my time of the month, or anything. It's crazy. I feel so bad because my temper snaps in like two minutes and the poor guy is always the prime target for my crankiness.  It makes me feel bad. I try really hard to control my temper but lately it keeps flaring up when I don't want it to. I wish I was calmer and more peaceful. Some days I feel like a horrible wife because I get cranky at my hubby and don't appreciate everything he does for me. He is such a wonderful and kind man and lately I am being such a major b#*@h. I have been trying to make it up to him by cooking for him and helping him keep his weight watchers on point. Maybe my thyroid will fix itself in the next while.

Us at my friend's wedding this weekend.
On a happier note my running is going really well. I keep pushing it and am super excited about my hill training run with my friend tomorrow. My half-marathon is still up in the air for September because one of my friend's back is bothering her and she doesn't know if she can do the 21km run in the morning. It takes her hours to loosen up enough that she can run. I've talked it over with Steve and I'm pretty sure that even if she can't do it (and I was wondering if my friends would actually bother to go through with it) we may still go and make a weekend out of it for the family. I really want to do this race to prove something to myself, since I was so sick when I ran the first race. I would just LOVE to have my mommy girlfriends run with me but I don't know if they will. My mom said that they probably don't take running as seriously as I do and since they have so much family in the surrounding areas they have more family obligations than I do which makes it harder. I understand that but we have family obligations too. I just take it very seriously and want to be healthy for my baby. She is my top priority and I keep reminding myself of that. I lose a lot of me time but it's worth it to know I'll be healthy for her in the long run.

The photo on the left is of the three of us at my good friend from universities wedding. It was this Saturday and we all looked pretty good I must say, and Lillian had a blast.

3 comments:

  1. Great picture!!! Sorry to hear that you're still not feeling right, hopefully they'll be able to figure out what the problem is soon enough.

    I hear what you're saying about the running thing, but some people just don't get the same satisfaction out of running - I know my husband goes running with me, but doesn't enjoy it very much - he's more of a sports and weight lifting kind...

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  2. You guys look awesome!
    Sorry you're still feeling off, hopefully things start to at least improve soon so you (and your husband) can get some relief :)

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  3. That sucks about being moody, hopefully your husband is patient and understanding with you...it sounds like he is and that you are harder on yourself.

    I love the family picture! You look amazing!!!

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